Sea Sharp


Trash & Bones

 

ONE.  When she teeters into the bar, this bone-jutted woman,

do not pocket your wedding ring.

 

TWO.  Do not mistake her

for something the cat dragged in, a dead

moth, sunken-cheeked and thigh-gapped.

And do not let the barman sweep her

into the dust bin. It could take her hours

to wake up, wipe off her crumbs,

find someone sturdy, lonely, and mean.        

 

When she smashes into your table and oozes

onto your booth like a snowball slightly off target

do not try to catch her. She will burst if you touch

her and she will make your skin sting.

 

THREE.  When her pickup breaks down tonight,

do not reduce your speed. Do not take a look under

her hood. She will find the cut off sleeves,

the wife beaters, to lift her home. She will find brown,

callused paws on her tiny bent back,

scratching, grunting. Don’t stop! Don’t stop

for her.

 

FOUR.  Don’t let her catch you

staring.

 

FIVE.  Don’t think about her days off,

when her kids wake up to nothing

in the fridge and she's always out

of milk, always making compromises.

 

Water and corn flakes.

Butter and black coffee.

Cigarettes and time.

 

SIX.  Even if she could drive

right out of this town, to "a big city

like Wichita," she will still beg for change like,

I wish I were, I wish I might…

Please. I need –please, sir, I need…

 

SEVEN.  If she looks you in your eyes,

do not adjust your collar,

and do not let yourself crumble into her lap

and weep. She will know

how to hold you and she will taste

of mother’s milk.

 

EIGHT.  Do not fool yourself.

If she were fixable she wouldn't be this knocked up,

beat up, "used to be, daddy's little girl"

whose bones have always jutted.


Bio

Sea Sharp is a Creative Writing and Literature graduate of Kansas State University with forthcoming work published in Coe Review, Storm Cellar, Flyover Country Review, NEAT and elsewhere. Sharp is an American vegan who immigrated to Great Britain.